I need to get in the routine of posting on this thing daily. I always forget about it now that I’m not on (that many) drugs.

"I went to the doctor and he said I should take some pain killers. I hate those things. I know I’ll get addicted. I get addicted to everything. I just weaned myself off of Fruity Pebbles. That was a nightmare. I told Courtney to hide the cereal boxes and to go grocery shopping for me so I wouldn’t have to go down the cereal aisle. Courtney is no help. Ever since she stopped taking H she’s been hitting the Captain Crunch pretty bad. Her face is badly broken out. I don’t know what to do. I feel despair every day like I’m at the bottom of a large cereal box looking out. I have a recurring nightmare where I’m the prize in the cereal box and a kid’s hand reaches into the box to get me out and I have to dodge it. Maybe I’ll go back on heroine. At least that way I won’t have anymore nightmares"
Kurt Cobain (via bruisingfetish)

(Source: kurtsmellsliketeenspirit, via gore-pop)

I got two canons for Christmas. One from the 70s and one from the 80s. This is a picture i took of my best friend Holly getting drunk in a ditch.

I live with my 30 yr old boyfriend now and all I do all day is eat avocados and drink beer and take Xanax. You should all go get sugar daddies I highly advise it.


 Miles Aldridge

"So this is life. Love. We spend all this time reaching for each other and mostly we end up hurting each other until it’s over."
Lovely, Dark and Deep, Amy McNamara (via wordsfromya)

(via daddyfuckedme)

Silk worms at the lavender farm


Alexander Coggin